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    Friday, December 30th, 2005
    11:29 am
    2006
    hope everyonehas a safe and Happy New Year, Try not to get TIm kick out of his house!!! No Drinking and Driving!! (yeah right, with our friends)
    hope all is well with everyone, and smiles are all around.
    love ya all

    Current Mood: cheerful
    Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
    4:54 pm
    WEDDING NEWS!!!
    YEEEA THE DATE HAS FINALLY BEEN SET AND IT IS IN STONE. SEPTEMBER 23, 2006!!! AFTER THAT I WILL BE A MARRIED LADY!! SORTA SCARY

    hOPE ALL HAD A GREAT CHRISTMAS!!

    Current Mood: anxious
    Saturday, October 29th, 2005
    2:48 pm
    ok so i haven't really written on here in a verry long time bu t i guess this is the easiest way to let every one know and all at once.. I have called several of you and tryed to tell you in person but for any... friday was a verry drunken night and everyone is still sleeping. So here it goes...

    as of 8:45 on friday october 28th i became officially engaged to my fiance Troy Burns.. YEAH!!!
    It was so cute in front of all m family and his family and all... at the end of my birthday dinner... the ring was on top of my cake!!! so cute!!!

    well im going to make this short and sweet my ring is great...the center stone is 1 carot and it has 8 little stones on each side that equal like 3/4s of a carot. it is absolutly beautiful.

    hope everything is well with everyone and doing good.. miss you and love you all!! have a great halloween!!!
    Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
    10:09 pm
    change is good
    ok so I haven't written on this thing in a long time but i guess its time.

    ok so matt and i are not moving in with each other... he wants to move back home so that he can save some money...
    which leaves me out searching for an apertment for me.. so if any one wants to move let me know. Other than that everything is i guess as good as it can be. I have moved jobs and hopfulley be making alot more money. J and i are great and moving on with our lives. but i hope that everyone had a great holidays and are ready to start school up again!! love you and miss you all!!
    Thursday, December 30th, 2004
    3:19 pm
    I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!
    Ok so this is really weird I never write on this anymore but there is so much that i just have to say!!! I am so incredibly glad that christmas is over.. it was no fun at all this year and i really just wish that it never happened. But on the upside there is alot that happened around christmas that was good.

    ~ the girls from NAU coming home
    ~ Alanna having a great boyfriend that is so perfect for her (I love you girl)
    ~ Matt and i actually getting a real apartment together
    ~ me new Tiffanys braclet from J
    ~ Holly putting on weight so she dosen't look ill any more :}
    ~Spending the whole day with tami and her mom gettig our nails done and going to lunch.. She has the best mom ever
    ~ ANd last but not least Anthony and MEgan breaking up... I Know that is is hard but meg you are so incredibly beautiful and you can get anyting that you want.. and you deserve a guy who will actually want to be around you and your friends and not let you do anything wit us and ruin all your plans all the time!!! I know you will find a guy that we all love trust me!!

    well its off to work and all so I love you and will talk toyou all later!!

    Current Mood: giddy
    Monday, November 8th, 2004
    11:00 am
    a month of HELL!!
    ok so know that almost everything is over and i finally can talk about it with out wanting to kill my self, i will finally tell my long lost friends.
    As some of you know i have been struggeling with alot of things that have to do with me having a babie. Endometriosis was the first thing that many of you knew that i had. After finally getting over that surgery i wondered why i was in soo much pain still... I felt like the doctor did somthing wrong and i hated that fealing.So i ended up seeing two other doctors to finally get to the bottom of all of this. I finally found a great doctor that seemed to actually know what she was talking about. Monday the 25th of october i ended up going into the emergency room because i was in really bad pain and i couldn't even move.. after many test they found that i had a 6 cm cist on my right ovary.. for all that don't know a normal cist that most wemon get measures about 2 cm. so after taking all that information to my doctor she decided that the best thing to do is go in for yet anothter surgery.. this time to remove the cist and maybe even my ovarie. so little to say that my birthday (yep the 27th i finally tured 20) and halloween were filled with pain and oxycotone. So monday the 1st i went in for a nice little operation. she ended up removing the cist not having to remove the ovarie (thank god) and cleared out all the bad bacteria that was surrounding everything down there. I ended up staying in the hospital for about a week. LEt me just tell all the girls out there NEVER GET A SEA SECTION!!!!it is the most painfull recuperation that you will ever go through. So no I have this grand old 4 inch scar. Nice and funn... right! so thats the end of my month of hell.

    just to update every one Jay and i are doing great and he was by my side every day even after i got out of the hospital... (he is so cute)
    and thanks to Holly and Alanna for my great birthday card it really helped lift my spirits.. i love you girls

    Current Mood: content
    Friday, September 24th, 2004
    1:09 pm
    Ok...i hate english!!!
    So the funney thing about this little entery is that I hate typing and I really never want to write anything on the computer ever again. So today julie and i had our english paper ROUGH DRAFT due... yes ROUGH DRAFT and you would never had know that is was a rough draft because it had to be exactly layed out like the paper. SO we spen a good 6 hours working on this paper, get everyting completly in order and put together... very excited about our progress. So we meet with our teacher to hand in our rough draft and he dramaticly thumbs through the 8 page paper and says.. "good job.. make sure that you get the work cited and heres a couple of correction".. grand total time of 3 minutes... three minutes!!! i can't believe that i even spent any time writing this crapy paper for me not to even get graded on it and to spend a great 3 minutes with my professor!!! I hate this.

    any ways now that iam done with that...
    ok so nothing has really changed for me in a week.. still get up for school and go to work..come home go to sleep and do the same thing every day.
    one good thing is that i have been meeting with my doctors about my endometriosis. What a hell hold that has been. But i am going to this new doctor.. she is the women on the comercial for "Understanding Women" she is really good. She is going to get me started on these medications the will hopfully decrease the signs of endo. and help me strengthen my body so that when the time comes I will be able to have children. At this point in time that is not possible for little old me. But all in good time... keep your fingers crossed :> Oh yeah and the medication that she is giving me will cause my body to no longer have the excess weight that i have put on.. thats very exciting:>

    other than that everything is good... but i think i am driving matt up the wall .. i don't mean to but when you are with that one person all the time you get really annoyed with them and everything that they do.. i guess i have sorta reached that point or maybe he just thinks that i have because i try to joke around with him and he takes it all personal... oh im sure that all you girls are going to hear all about this this weeekend because i guess he needs a break from everything that is "going on" here and he needs to spen a weekend with holly and every one... wich is really funney because he told me that megan needed that break and that she wanted somone to go with her.. to then find out the janet was originally going with her in the first place.... so what do you do when your roomate and person that you have to spend most of your time with lies straight to your face... should you get mad or just blow it off because this is exactly how he is and i should just get use to it... someone want to help me out... oh yeah and remember when julie, linz and i were all friends and when-ever we all would get together one of us would always be mad.. well that is how it is when matt julie and i all get togethor.. i don't understand why ....it frustrates me!!!

    ok so im done ranting and raving... but i hope every one has a good weekend and is safe!! love ya girls and i hope guys have a great weekend with megan and matt...miss ya!!

    Current Mood: bitchy
    Thursday, September 16th, 2004
    12:50 pm
    humm diggidy!!!
    ok so here i am in another boring day in the computer lab becasue... well i have nothing better to do than sit here and wait tell math starts... and this is the best thing that matt julie and i decided to do... they are typing rapidly behind me so i know that you will discove that they are with me as well, when you read their journals.

    well as you all know matt and i moved in to our own appartment and what an adventure that has been... well not really for me because i am never home, but i guess for matt... no cable and no internet i guess he gets a little bored.. oh yeah and he dosen't have a car so he really can't go anywhere... but the time spent there has been really funn. lts see i spent 240.00 on stuff for the apartment...206.00 on groceries and well...20.00 a week on gas to drive to work and back matt to work and back and all of us to school... so i guess its good that i spend all of my time at work because i would not be able to afford living if i didn't....

    other than all of that i guess life is going really good. I am no longer seeing my cowboy (surprised..)... what a releif that is.. and well basicaly just working and going to school. a typical day for me is going to waking up at 1000 and getting ready for school, going to school tell about 300 then coming home resting for an hour, getting up getting ready for work and going to work from 5:00 tell about 2:45 - 3:15 in the morning. coming home doing about 2 hours of homwork and going to bed to start the day off again... i do this 6 out of 7 days a week.... lots of spare time on my hands...
    ok im done go to go to class
    love ya all and will talk to you all later!!!
    Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
    1:12 pm
    thought that everyone would like this one!!!
    NOTE: z
    No smoking around julie. Thankyou for your co-operation.

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    Monday, September 13th, 2004
    1:03 pm
    WOW!!! IM SO HAPPY FOR EVERYONE!!
    OK SO I AM NEVER ON THIS THING BECAUSE I JUST DON'T HAVE THAT MUCH TIME BUT I HAD AN EXTRA HOUR TODAY, NO ENGLISH AND MATT STILL HAD TO COME TO SCHOOL :< SO I SIT HERE IN THE LIBRARY TRYING TO WORK ON MY PAPER BUT DECIDED TO SEE HOW EVERY ONE IS DOING...

    OK FIRST i AM SO HAPPY FOR ALL OF THE FLAGGSTAFF GIRLS... ALL SOUND LIKE YOU ARE HAVING SO MUCH FUNN.. ALANNA... SALSA DANCING.. WAY TO GO GIRL!! I AM SO PROUD.
    ITS AWSOME TO HEAR OF ALL YOUR NEW FRIENDS AND CUTE GUYS... THATS WHAT COLLEGE IS ALL ABOUT.

    TAMI MCBRIDE......HOLY SHITT!! SOMTHING THAT I WOULD NEVER EXCPECT.. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOU GOT IT DOWN. WOW THE FIRST COLLEGE RANDOM ACT... VERY GOOD.

    WE ALL NEED TO PLAN A GOOD WEEKEND FOR THE THREE OF US TO COME SEE THE THREE OF YOU!~!! LET ME KNOW BECAUSE I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS TO TAKE OFF OF WORK..


    OK MY LONG LOST BOYS...

    TIM I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU AND YOUR CUTE ON HAVE MADE IT TO SIX MONTHS.. CONGRATS.. IM REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU.. AND I HOPE EVERYTHING AT ASU GOES GREAT TOO.I KNOW ITS HARD...

    DUSTIN.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE.. HOPE THAT YOUR YEAR TURNS AROUND AND GETS BETTER.. AND IF IT DOSEN'T YOU CAN ALWAYS COME TO THE BAR AND GET A COUPLE SHOTS OR A NICE BIG COLD ONE...THAT ALWAYS HELPS....

    TO EVERYONE ELSE.... HI.. I GUESS... DON'T REALLY TALK TO ANYONE ANYMORE... I DON'T HAVE MUCH EXTRA TIME AND HAVN'T SET UP THE INTERNET IN OUR APPARTMENT YET... HOPE YOU ALL ARE HAVING A GREAT YEAR AND LOTS OF FUN IN SCHOOL... HAVE A GREAT WEEK!!!

    TO MY GIRLS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU ALL AND CAN'T WAIT TO COME SEE YA... HOLLY CAN'T WAIT TELL THIS WEEKEND...FROM WHAT I HEAR YOUR COMING DOWN... LOVE YA ALL..

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
    1:09 pm
    RUN AWAY EMOTIONS!!!
    SO I SIT HERE AND DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO. HE IS SO PERFECT BUT TO LEAVE EVERYTHING AND JUST DO IT. AT LEAST I'LL BE WITH MY SISITER AND HER KIDS WICH SHE HAS ALWAYS WANTED. BUT WHAT ABOUT MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. MY DAD WOULD KILL ME AND PROBABLY NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN. I GUESS ME SHOULD WAIT. PLUS HE HAS TO FIND A HOUSE BIG ENOUGH TO BRING JULIE WITH ME. HE MADE A COMMENT THE OTHERE NIGHT THAT HE WOULD FEEL REALLY BAD SPLITTING US UP SO HE SAID HE WOULD MOVE JULIE WITH ME. WOW THAT WOULD BE PRETTY COOL. I DON'T KNOW, MY HEAD IS SPINNING WITH WAY TO MANY EMOTHIONAL THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW... AND TO TOP THINNGS OFF... DEREK IS BACK IN TOWN AND OH MY GOD... THE ARMY DOES A BODY!!!! ALANNA YOU HAVE TO SEE HIM BEFOR HE GOES BACK. HE HAS COMPLETLY CHANGED. I MEAN NOT JUST HIS BODY BUT THE WAYT THAT HE THINKS AND EVERYTING. HE IS SO EXCITED ABOUT WHAT HE HAS BECOME. HE IS DOING REALLY GOOD. HE IS GOING BACK IN AUGUST. HE HAS TO GO TRAIN TO BE AN AIR MEDIC THING-A-MA-BOBBER. YOU KNOW LIKE BLACK HAWK DOWN THOES GUYS THAT HAVE TO SLIDE DOWN THE ROPE (THATS HOW HE HAS TO EXPLAINE IT TO JULIE, MATT AND I) AND THEN HE HAS TO GO TO "THE HELL HOLE" (AS MY DAD PUTS IT IN MARCH. WOW I REALLY DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT HIM BEING THERE. THE NEXT TIME I SEE HIM I DON'T WANT IT TO BE IN A BODY BAG. WELL THAT'S NICOLES RANDOM THOUGHTS FOR THE MONTHE!! ALANNA WE NEED TO TALK GIRL.. GIVE ME A CALL!!!!
    Sunday, June 20th, 2004
    10:48 pm
    isn't this funney!!!!
    nikkiblueeyes's LJ stalker is surewoodskizm!
    surewoodskizm is stalking you because they have nothing better to do with their time. They are also prank calling you regularly!


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    Thursday, May 13th, 2004
    4:12 pm
    Im done!!!
    k so every one knows that the past 2 months have basicaly been HELL for me and with promises that after the surgery everything would be fine... my life actually started to turn around again... WRONG I HATE MY DOCTOR!! so the fucker screwed me over with my operation and i am completley inflamed again, the bacteria has spread and i am back on the fucken nine pill diet again. I really hate medication.. but i finally got some answers from the ass, after copmpletly yelling at him. They have no clue how i got this except they think many diffrent senerios, water, staff infection, even the long 2 months of my broncial infection may have caused this. They also found some sighns of endometriosis ( wich he told my mom he found none) and he also found some pr-cancerous cells on my cervics. so now that i have caught him in like 4 lies or mixed up stories i have to go through another dooctor for a second opinion because he wants to go back in.. are you fucking crazy i won't do it again!! to much pain.if they are going back in it will be to take everything out i am not going through this my intire life. I was told that the posibilities to have children were going to be very slim, to then not having to worry about it because it wasen't that bad , to now back to you may not have a good chance because of the condition of your body!! GOd I HATE THIS SO MUCH!! I can't wait to go to florida.. just get away from everything..


    ok second thing..
    i really am quite hurt right now. I actually went back to look at some coments that i never saw and you are all ass holes. I love how easy it is to go and make shit up and fuck with every one else. My dating life is a normal dating life for a 19 year old girl. For you to say anything about it is fucking rude. this was supose to be a fun little thing for our group of friends to write stuff and express out selfs.. but there are a few of you the have turned into a very harsh and rude game. Even my closest friends have done this. What a great group of friends we have.

    from this point on nobody ask me who i am dating or the guy that i am talking to or anything because i am sick of the rude jokes and coments and many of you wouldn't even know what its like because to are to scared shitless to let yourself get that close to anyone. And many of you that are saying shit to me shouldn't because you would be the last person to judge me for anything because you are the same or worse. I have one life, and i am going to live it to the fullest, im going to have fun an do things that brings me happiness. im not going to stick with somthing or somone that dosent make me happy. And for the fucking person that can't let me know who you are ... go fuck your self!!
    4:01 pm
    somthing all my friends need to read!! love ya all!!
    Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
    Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
    Saying nothing and wishing you had?

    I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be
    afraid to tell someone you love them.
    If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break
    theirs.

    Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of
    losing what you already had with that person?

    Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
    You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you
    least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

    Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other
    person was too afraid to let you?

    Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too
    much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

    Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of
    rejection was too hard to handle?

    We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
    don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found
    out about us.

    But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

    Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

    Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done,
    or could have had.

    *What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
    (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

    *What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have
    them?

    People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
    you are a friend.

    If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
    you would be in my heart.
    Would I be in yours?

    If you care about me as much as I care about you
    you will send this back

    So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a differnce in my life,

    I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you and most of all I CARE
    about you!!

    Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close
    you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you.

    Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.

    I care about YOU !!


    i got this on my e-mail from Serina and it hit the spot and i just wanted to share it with all of my friends. I love you all and i hope that you all know this.
    Monday, May 10th, 2004
    2:14 pm
    woo hoo!!!!
    i am so excited ... i have two weeeks befor i go to FLORIDA!!

    I am so excited. Ok so can any one kill my brother for me.. he started me on this little work out program and wow i hurt so bad. Running SUCKS!! I hate it with a passion.. and i have to run like four miles every day.. and i can't stop at all.. at least i try. then comes that 350 crunches wow that hurt.

    ok well I have a warm bath to take so that i can actually wall at work tonight..
    talk more later!!
    Thursday, May 6th, 2004
    1:32 pm
    to who it may concern!!!
    ok sorry haven't had time to chenck this in while but i have a lot to say!!
    first of to who ever secretly decided that they were going to post a comment talking about a very good friend of mine and try to turn everyting that i said inside out all i have to say is GROW SOME FUCKING BALL! first off you have no clue what the hell you are talking about or who you are talking about. Let me inform you Skip and jan have 1 son.. skip and his ex wife have 2 sons. The older of skips sons was that one that i truley hated when he first started. the friend that past away was skip and jans only son. I loved that kid like a brother he was always there for me. And second if you don't have enough courage to let me know who you are then don't post shit on my journal. Thank you and have a geat day!!
    Monday, May 3rd, 2004
    1:47 pm
    ok ready for this!!
    OCTOBER:
    Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to
    takes things at
    the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but
    doesn't
    pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends
    importantly. Always making friends.
    Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.
    Opinionated. Does not care of
    what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong
    clairvoyance. Loves to
    travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily
    jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and
    fair.
    Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses
    confidence. Loves children.


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    Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
    3:27 pm
    THANK GOD ITS ALMOST OVER!!!!
    Well the one thing that i can be so incredibly excited about would be that my first year of colledge is almost over. I can't wait tell summer. I am so excited that i decided to go to mcc next year. Spending so much time in the hospitals i have been able to talk to alot of RNS and nurses. They have all agreed to my decision. They told me that the hospital more likly take a mcc nurse over an asu nurse any day. At mcc you have more hands on and smaller classes so there is more understanding of the practice. At asu you learn from a book and really dont get much hands on. This time next year I will be working in a hospital as an inturn. I can't wait.
    Ok so i am also very saddend about one main thing. My friends are all leaving me. I need to know when the move out date is for every one so i can take that weekend off of work to help unpack and move. TAMMI JULIE ALANNA and MATT, im going to miss you guys so much and EDDIE wow.... what can i say. Well I gueess we are going to have sopmee crazy party times. And sooner or later I will be the only arizonian here. Linz leaves me neext year. Oh weell maybee I will move too.... yeah right likee my dad will let mee do that.
    Ok girls we have a summeer of fun to plan. Now i mean total, heart beating fun.. for the last summer togethor. So we have a trip to cali, and alot of laying out drinking by thee pool. Sounds good so far.. and of course the weekly sunday Bar BQ's at my house. A lot of clubbing as well... ( just for mee)
    Ok so eevery one has heard all of the great stories about mee and thee men in my life. and wow they are quite crazy.
    Well thursday of last week a reeally good friend and regular of mine past away. He was 27 and was going through a lot. He is skip and jans son. Now i daught that any one ever meet him but hee had the biggest heart ever. He honestly sat any talked tome for like 2 hours beefor my surgery and made me feal a little reelaxed about it.
    He was god sent. He also sat with me last wednesday night and talked to me about the weirdness between mike and i. (Long story, tell later. ) so hee helped me understand why he was acting the way that he was.
    to make a storie short hee just taught me how much i need to cherish my friend a and allways be there for them. HEe needed a friend later on thursday night and no one was there for him. Unfortunitly hee took the last road he thought was possiblee and ended his life. I woun't every one to know if you ever need any thing , anything at all pleease call me i will be ther in a second. YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW THIS BY NOW!ok well i love you all and will talk later!!!
    Friday, April 23rd, 2004
    2:55 pm
    ok so this sucks
    ok i relly have come to the conclusion that I really don't like this live journal stuff any more. because of this great computerized journal my friends have forgotten how to pick up the phone and call any ome any more. I guess everyone was suppose to hear that my surgery didin't go well and that i was back in the hospital that saturday night and almost again sunday, here on journal. because well no one knows how to use a phone any more. If i were to never go on here i would be totally clue less on everything and anything that goes on in my "Best friends" lives. that to me is a little scary.

    well i am really glad that the prom is going to be so much fun for all of the yong ones of the group and i hope that you have the same amount of fun that we had... just don't get kicked out of you hotel room completly drunk...and need to drive home.

    love you all and i ll talk later!!!!
    Thursday, April 8th, 2004
    5:04 pm
    THE DAYS GO ON
    WOW WHAT A GREAT NIGHT. REMEMBERING ALL THE FEALLINGS THAT I HAD FOR HIM WHEN WE FIRST MET AND SAW WHY I FELL SO DEAP IN LOVE WITH HIM SO FAST. THE CUTE LITTLE PRESENT THAT HE THOUGHT WAS SO LITTLE MENT THE WORLD TO ME. IF ONLY HE KNEW WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH ME. THE NEW PLEASURE THAT I HAVE FOUND. THE RAMANTIC PERSON WHO HAS BEEN MY NIGHT ANS SHINNING ARMOR THROUGH THIS WHOLE MESS. THE BEST FRIEND ANY GIRL COULD ASK FOR. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS. I HATE HAVING MY HEART SPLIT IN TO TWO. I HATE GUYS IN GENERAL.. THEY SEEM TO ALWAYS MESS UP EVERYONES LIFE...


    AND STEVE I'LL TELL YOU ADVANCEW TO SHUT UP BECAUSE I KNOW THAT YOU WILL HAVE SOME LITTLE COMMENT TO SAY TO THIS JOURNAL AS WELL AS THE OTHERS... HEHEH
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